Desperate Much?

   So, around early this month, my old schoolmate messaged me on FB. Well, as we don't meet each other for nearly 8 years, of course I'm touched when she still remembered me. We kind of close back then. Not exactly really close friends, but we did do some crazy stuff together. Our sisterhood in middle school was so much more meaningful than in high school.

   We exchanged greetings, asked where do you live, where do I live and things like that, and lastly she asked for my number. She said, she want to have a chat with me. So I said, I afraid if I don't have any interesting topic to talk about. She replied, no problem, sure there will be.

But, what I want to say is, NOT about this. I don't even care if she wants to called me and talk non-stop or whatever. I do care when things happened like this! She texted me. Asked for my money. Okay, fine. First SMS, "Wanie, nk mintx tlg. Ak perlukan duit sgt2. Ni melibatkan kesihatan opah ak. Wanie, ak nk pinjam RM500." The fuck?? RM500?? Wei, ak ni pun makan duit makbapak ak lg. Mane nk cari duit smpai RM500? Besides, I'm not going to use PTPTN money for your sake.

So I said, I could only give you up to RM200 only. Looking so desperate, she agreed. She said it's for her opah. Some medical condition. Feeling sorry for her, I asked for the details. I asked what happened to her opah. Ade ke patut die ckp die x nk bgtau ak sbb takut ak terkejut? Okay, this is not normal. Something fishy is going on here. I didn't bother replied to her.

And so, I asked one of my friends. Her grapevines is so wide! Haha... Turned out, that girl did asked others for money as well. Okay, she did looked desperate. I wonder what happened to her grandma? Then, my friend said, the money is for her mother, not her grandma! Sah! Mmg sah la fishy gile!!

Rata2 sume ckp bnde nye utk mak die. Alasan x konsisten and nmpak bebeno desperate nye. Kawan ak ckp la, msk m.l.m ke die ni? Later, she SMS me, still desperately asked for that RM200. Okay, the question is, I already busted her. She said, nvr mind if I don't believe in her, as long as I could give the money to her and save her opah. Shit! She tends to be default, okay! You think I would give my money to her? Sorry darling, not going to happen. Ak dh x caye die, lagi mau mintx duit kat ak... mmg x ah.

Dh la sblm ni x prnah contact ak, (well, ak pun sma, tehee) tp, kot ye pun, bile dh contact ak tu, jgn la nk dajal ak.

I wonder??

Okay, (rase nye sume entri ak start ngan 'okay'..haha) so, this thing happened last week. But, let's save the main topic later. This is the intro. I was wondering, ah no, am still wondering, am I not allow to perasan? Haha, this is just another silly thing that came out of my mouth.

Well, you see girls, ak ni mmg jenis kuat perasan! Haha, dh tau la kan.. Tp, kalo bkn ngan org tertentu, ak x ckp ape2 bile dtg gedik ak nk perasan skit. Kdg2 tu, bkn ape, ak rase segan nk ckp sbb nanti org pk, "Eh, die ni, lawa x, cun x, perasan lebih." Haa, tu yg ak x nk dgr tu. So, ak pk, baik le diam. Perasan sndri la, I mean, syok sendri je la.

Dh hbs intro, msk blk cite td. last week ak ade la g satu seminar ni. I told you ady cik mira, about the financial planning thingy. Pagi tu ak dtg... ak rase normal? Haha... seriously normal. Blm timbul lagi the 'perasan-ness' tu. Entah cmne, dh hbs lunch break, ak duduk la sengsorang kat tepi bilik meeting tu coz, unfortunately it was locked.

I was reading a novel, x kan nk berangan plak, x manis dipandang org lalu-lalang. Then, dh lma skit pengelola seminar tu dtg nk bukak pintu bilik tu la. So, ak tunggu la sume org yg penting msk dlu... x nk la nmpak sgt cm kureng ajar. Nk dijadikan cite, this one guy, yg termasuk skali dlm team yg conduct seminar tu, berenti dpn ak.

Ak pk la, ape hal plak ni... ko x nk msk ke? Ak pun pndg la die, ak dpt rase kan yg ak lmbt skit dpt signal die... ak agak la, x tau btl ke x, ak rase die bg ak msk dlu. Ladies first la kira nye tu. Ak nk x nk je senyum kat die, pastu ak blah la msk duduk kat dlm.

Time ni la ak dh start 'perasan-ness'. Ak rase mcm die stare ak... entah... pelik gile. Haha.. kebetulan time tu ak duduk jarak 4/5 krusi jauh dr die. Tempat die mmg kat situ. Ak dtg sibuk kat kwn bru knal, duduk menepek kat sblh dowg. x de kwn, lonely gak. Knl org baru, ape slh nye eh?

Then, mase lecturer tu nk start, die ckp ktowg ni dh jauh sgt, so die suh ktowg grak ke kiri die. Bgn la ak ngan ade brape2 org lagi. Ni yg x leh blah... time ak nk bgn jgk la that guy pun bgn jgk. Ape die nk wat pun ak x tau la... okay, so, x de kate die halang jln ak, (ak x gerak kuar dr seat ak pun, just die jln depan ak je, maybe die pk ak nk terbump ngan die kot.. sbb ak berenti, ak nmpak die nk lalu.) terbump mmg x la, die leh ckp sori kat ak. Aik?? Asal?? Perlu ke?? Ak wat dunno je.

Later2 ak dh x rase die stare ak sbb die x de dlm bilik tu. Haha, of coz la kan? Last skali... die jln nk circulate borang feedback. Smpai tmpat ak, die x pndg ak lgsg, okay, x pe, tp die terangkan kat org sblh ak tu n ignore completely ak. Ai... kot ye pun, ak ni part of the seminar tu, bile terangkan, pndg la jgk ak. Haih... ape2 je la.

At the end of that seminar, ktowg sume actually mcm org gile tau! Haha, mmg x nk ngaku kalah dlm game yg dowg wat tu. So, ak x pk bnde lain slain concentrate btl2 dlm task ktowg. Jd, ak x sedar bile die msk blk dlm bilik tu (die suke kuar) and kat mane die duduk.  Penghujung game, lecturer tu announced la ktowg sume menang since x de sape nk ngalah. Okay, applaud~~ Ha! Tgh sronok ak tepuk tgn, ak terpandang die. Dlm ati ak ckp, eh, bile die duk situ? Okay, not big deal. Yg ni ye big deal!  Ak tau yg die tgh pndg ak sbb the moment ak pndg die, lebih kurang 2 saat cmtu, die trus toleh tmpat lain.

So... hbs dh moment perasan ak. Lol~~~ Pnjg gile ak menaip!