Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

To,
you, you and you,

     For that little wish I hope from you, you betrayed me. I don't think we could be like before anymore from the way you treated me. I just wish that you could see me the way you saw her. I knew that I've known you for only a few years to think that I could be like her. But, I was wrong.... When we finally got to meet face to face and I was apologizing to you, you had showed me that I was no longer exist in your life. I was hurt, really hurt by it. Do you know that? I wish you do...

     I was wondering that maybe you only saw me as someone who is convenience. I knew that all along...from the way you spoke and treated me. Because of you, I don't think anyone else was like you anymore. I gave up. I'm sorry for everything during the time we known each other, for the hurtful things I said and I did to you. I knew that you won't be sorry for what had happen to me because of your family and you as well. 

     And I wanted you to know that I really hope you could be honest to me for everything that you told me. Did that things really happen in your life? I don't know why, but the fact is that that was hard to swallow. I wanted to trust you, but in the same time I didn't want to trust you.

     What I hope now is that you could face me again for all these years and tell me the truth. I don't want to live in darkness. Please....I beg you.....

From,
your shadow.