You know the blog is a medium to express your feelings, right? So yeah, I guess this is what I want to write about: Bloody hell la you people!
Sometimes ak sendri wonder, why la ak x pernah dpt group mate yg reti wat keje? (except for you cik mira, of course. this is about the 'other' group mates) Tmbh lagi kalo foreigner... MMG la x pernah ak dpt yg boleh ak harap. Tu pasal la ak benci amik foreigner masuk group ak. Dowg ni gebang je lebih, buat keje x reti pun. Pastu kalo x puas ati, leh plak marah kite. HELLO! Ak ni group leader! I know what is right and what is wrong! Your work is wrong and I have a right to correct you! Don't you dare telling me off, babi!
Yang korang ni jenis malas sangat wat keje ni apa pasal? Susah la hidup ngan korang ni... Payah sgt, berenti je la mmu tu! X yah blaja langsung! Gi merempat kat mane2! Senang kan hidup? x yah keje, x yah susah2 wat assignment, just duduk mintak sedekah. x kan duduk tadah duit pun susah? Isk, isk, isk, x yah hidup la kalo mcm tu. Ha, lagi senang..kan?
Korang yg foreigner ni plak, pegi balik negara korang, wat sampah kat sna plak. Sini dh bnyk sampah, kalo tambah korang, makin sesak nafas la org yg bukan 'sampah', tau x? Isk, isk, isk, susah la jadi smpah ni. x de org nk.. Campak sane, campak sini, alih2 baik kasi bako je. Ha, lagi senang...kan?
Org mlayu pun pemalas. Ckp je bnyk, tgn x reti wat keje pun. Padan la mlayu x leh nk maju, kan? Pastu salah kan org ni, salah kan org tu. Padahal bile mase org bg peluang utk berjaya dlm hidup, ko x nk amik peluang tu..Hish, ak rase hidup mcm korang ni mmg jenis yg x de value kan? Maybe you guys thought you can leech off your parents money as long as you live,eh? Poor guy, retarded rupenye..
p/s: those who I wrote about in here were that malay girl, that malay guy, those foreigners who once in the same group with me dan sape2 yg sama waktu dgn nye. bullshit..
Tuesday, 20 December 2011
Thursday, 17 November 2011
Ak x suke sakit...
Well, dh tajuk die mengatakan begitu, maka begitulah ia...Skrang ni ak tgh suffer back pain yg leh dikatakan agak teruk smpai nk jalan pun susah...nk duduk, nk baring pun sakit! Nk diri? Alahai...dh senget semacam.. Pegi jumpa doktor...ape bende die tulis? Lumbar? Oh...sakit tulang blakang...Dh due kali (campur ngan ari ni) jumpe doktor india tu, bagi ubat sama gak. Ak tny bile leh sembuh, doktor tu ckp 'usually it will take months to recover'. WHAT??!!! Rase nk tersembul biji mata ak...
This time ak pegi (today), ak mintak MC. Sebelum ni die tny, tp ak x nk. But skrang ak nk coz ak terpaksa ponteng klas stats and macro sebab ak dh x leh thn sakit. Okay, ak x pegi klinik panel sebab ak x amik kad insurans mmu, so ak kne byr puluh2 utk ubat. Last time ak byr 39 ringgit but now 42 ringgit sebab ubat tu doktor bg lebih. And ape yg tmbah lg is surat utk buat x-ray (lumbar sacral? lebih kurang la..) kat Columbia Asia Hospital. Wow, hospital lawa + baru sebelah Jusco tu! Nasib baik yg buat kan x-ray ak tu okay, kalo kerek, ade jugak yg makan pelempang ak karang.
p/s: anyway, gile punye ak berharap sakit ak ni hilang, dh rase mcm mak cik2 je sakit blakang ni sume.
This time ak pegi (today), ak mintak MC. Sebelum ni die tny, tp ak x nk. But skrang ak nk coz ak terpaksa ponteng klas stats and macro sebab ak dh x leh thn sakit. Okay, ak x pegi klinik panel sebab ak x amik kad insurans mmu, so ak kne byr puluh2 utk ubat. Last time ak byr 39 ringgit but now 42 ringgit sebab ubat tu doktor bg lebih. And ape yg tmbah lg is surat utk buat x-ray (lumbar sacral? lebih kurang la..) kat Columbia Asia Hospital. Wow, hospital lawa + baru sebelah Jusco tu! Nasib baik yg buat kan x-ray ak tu okay, kalo kerek, ade jugak yg makan pelempang ak karang.
p/s: anyway, gile punye ak berharap sakit ak ni hilang, dh rase mcm mak cik2 je sakit blakang ni sume.
Monday, 12 September 2011
I Hate Him
As the title said, yes.. I hate that guy. He is my classmate from foundation until now. I was okay with him at the first meeting until he said something that I wish I could slap his face. From that moment, I tried to ignore him. As you know, he's in the same class with me, so, whenever he asked me something, surely I got to answer him right? Karang kene label sombong la plak..!
I started to piss off at him again after what happened last month. I was schedule to submit the accounting assignment and the night before I want to submit that thing only I started to work on it. That bitch kept on asking me for my answer for a week and the answer that he got was "I was waiting for my friend to finish her part, then only I can finish mine". So, he waited.
Then, on the night I was working the things on, I wrote on his wall in facebook said, "I just got it from my friend and I'm working on it now". Then, he asking for my number, easy to communicate, I guess *for him only*. Then, he sent me a message, "Wei, ko ade YM ke Skype ke..blh kite wat sesame. Baru romantik skit". What the fuck? Eeeww...
Later that night, around 2 o'clock, he said to me, "wei, ak dh mls nk wat la. sebenarnye ak tgh tunggu jwpn ko ni---" ape die? ak x dgr la...! Hei!! Panas telinga ak dgrnye!! I was tried to ignore untill I read this sentence."cam sial je kan ak ni". Hah! Maybe he though I was a nice girl who would say, "no lah..wait, I'll do it for you." Bitch! Of course I'll said, "A'AH, KO MMG SIAL PUN. HAHA!" *small letters sebenarnye* he didn't reply. Maybe he was angry, I don't know. It's not like I care.
So, he waited for me to finish the things around 3 o'clock and asked me to send my answer to him through email. After one word of thanks, dia hilang cmtu je dr YM. x de kata, "okay lah, ak nk tido" ke "okay lah, wei, ak nk log out" ke. Ni x, ilang, ilang sudah! menyampah giler ak ngan org yg tau nk leech je! Cube jd seed!! Babis! So, I said, whatever.
The latest one was when I was supposed to submit the assignment 'terdesak' math. The lecturer gave the work before raya and we need to submit after raya, 6th Sept. Again, he was asking for my answer, all of it. The one thing that ticked me off was, he didn't even bother to try the questions and all he did is asking for my answers that I worked so hard! Maybe I could excuse him if he was asking how to do it or asking for answer only for one or two questions.
I didn't bother to help at all this time. I said to cik mira, by the time the clock strike 11pm on 6th Sept, then only I'll give him the answer. He kept on pestering me to give him the answer in facebook, but I just ignore. Wany yg bls post dia kat wall ak, ckp "asal nk susah kan kwn ak" *lebey kurang la*. Haha, wany defend ak kot!
Lebey kurang kul 6 ke 7 ptg cmtu, *x ingat la*, dia inbox ak. "Wei, x pe la. Ak dh wat. Thanks, btw." I was like...YEAY!!!! HAHAHA!! PADAN MUKA!! Mmg ak x nk bg! Mmg ak x ikhlas!! Ohh~~, reti wat sendri rupenye... Habis tu, nk menyusahkan ak tu asal?! I feel like strangling him. Seriously. I don't know whether he doing it himself or asked for other people's answers. But, what I know is that, if hate someone, I don't even bother to help he/she immediately. Until they we were desperate, truly desperate, then only I will give them help in most inconvenient way. Period.
p/s : mak aih, panjang gile! haha, dh bengang kan~~
I started to piss off at him again after what happened last month. I was schedule to submit the accounting assignment and the night before I want to submit that thing only I started to work on it. That bitch kept on asking me for my answer for a week and the answer that he got was "I was waiting for my friend to finish her part, then only I can finish mine". So, he waited.
Then, on the night I was working the things on, I wrote on his wall in facebook said, "I just got it from my friend and I'm working on it now". Then, he asking for my number, easy to communicate, I guess *for him only*. Then, he sent me a message, "Wei, ko ade YM ke Skype ke..blh kite wat sesame. Baru romantik skit". What the fuck? Eeeww...
Later that night, around 2 o'clock, he said to me, "wei, ak dh mls nk wat la. sebenarnye ak tgh tunggu jwpn ko ni---" ape die? ak x dgr la...! Hei!! Panas telinga ak dgrnye!! I was tried to ignore untill I read this sentence."cam sial je kan ak ni". Hah! Maybe he though I was a nice girl who would say, "no lah..wait, I'll do it for you." Bitch! Of course I'll said, "A'AH, KO MMG SIAL PUN. HAHA!" *small letters sebenarnye* he didn't reply. Maybe he was angry, I don't know. It's not like I care.
So, he waited for me to finish the things around 3 o'clock and asked me to send my answer to him through email. After one word of thanks, dia hilang cmtu je dr YM. x de kata, "okay lah, ak nk tido" ke "okay lah, wei, ak nk log out" ke. Ni x, ilang, ilang sudah! menyampah giler ak ngan org yg tau nk leech je! Cube jd seed!! Babis! So, I said, whatever.
The latest one was when I was supposed to submit the assignment 'terdesak' math. The lecturer gave the work before raya and we need to submit after raya, 6th Sept. Again, he was asking for my answer, all of it. The one thing that ticked me off was, he didn't even bother to try the questions and all he did is asking for my answers that I worked so hard! Maybe I could excuse him if he was asking how to do it or asking for answer only for one or two questions.
I didn't bother to help at all this time. I said to cik mira, by the time the clock strike 11pm on 6th Sept, then only I'll give him the answer. He kept on pestering me to give him the answer in facebook, but I just ignore. Wany yg bls post dia kat wall ak, ckp "asal nk susah kan kwn ak" *lebey kurang la*. Haha, wany defend ak kot!
Lebey kurang kul 6 ke 7 ptg cmtu, *x ingat la*, dia inbox ak. "Wei, x pe la. Ak dh wat. Thanks, btw." I was like...YEAY!!!! HAHAHA!! PADAN MUKA!! Mmg ak x nk bg! Mmg ak x ikhlas!! Ohh~~, reti wat sendri rupenye... Habis tu, nk menyusahkan ak tu asal?! I feel like strangling him. Seriously. I don't know whether he doing it himself or asked for other people's answers. But, what I know is that, if hate someone, I don't even bother to help he/she immediately. Until they we were desperate, truly desperate, then only I will give them help in most inconvenient way. Period.
p/s : mak aih, panjang gile! haha, dh bengang kan~~
Tuesday, 26 July 2011
How Creative Can You Be?
I had some sort of problem before and I used paper clip to solve it! Here are some solution I used. So, I want to know, how creative are you in using the things in your surrounding?
Haha, I used it to hook my curtain!
And this I used to hook my board! Sebenarnye lubang board tu x muat nk cangkuk dlm pencangkuk tu. That's why I did it like that! Sometimes, I also can be creative, hehe!
Haha, I used it to hook my curtain!
And this I used to hook my board! Sebenarnye lubang board tu x muat nk cangkuk dlm pencangkuk tu. That's why I did it like that! Sometimes, I also can be creative, hehe!
I think I wanna SLAP you
Bende ni dh jadi lama dah... baru teringat nk tulis since dh ade blog. Mase bende ni jadi ak x de blog lagi. Someone once said to me, "korang ingat korang x berdosa ke pakai tudung flashy2, ikut trend ni sume? berdosa,ok? korang still draw men's attention." WHAT THE HELL????!!!!! Haaa....ni yg mintx penyepak ak ni..!!
Brani ko ckp pakai tudung dosa???? pakai tudung flashy2 berdosa sbb draw men's attention???? ko ni high ke ape?!! oh, ko x nk lak mengaku, tempelak diri ko sendri yg baju yg ko pakai skrang ni lagi berdosa! pakai skirt tinggi kalo membongkok pun leh nmpak spender, baju jarang nmpak bra, ape lagi? engko pakai baju serupa x pakai baju, pakai baju x cukup kain, ko ingat ko ni mulia sgt? okay, ko solat. so what? bende senang (tutup aurat) pun ko x leh wat, x yg nk bangga sangat ko sembahyang leh x?
ak rase dosa ko pun bnyk jugak... boyfriend ko tu. pegang sana pegang sini. cium sana sini. ko x yh la nk ckp pakai tudung flashy ni berdosa. skrang ni cbe ko banding kan, yg pakai tudung flashy but still tutup aurat dgn yg pakai baju x cukup kain, seksi ya amat. pilih mana yg berdosa. Sorry to said, I don't need to chose. the answer is so obvious. Just fikir la baik2 sebelum nk ckp orang len.
p/s :Disebabkan cik mira n cik keenah pakai tudung, ak harap x de la korang trase ngan ape yg ak tulis kan? *hehe*
Brani ko ckp pakai tudung dosa???? pakai tudung flashy2 berdosa sbb draw men's attention???? ko ni high ke ape?!! oh, ko x nk lak mengaku, tempelak diri ko sendri yg baju yg ko pakai skrang ni lagi berdosa! pakai skirt tinggi kalo membongkok pun leh nmpak spender, baju jarang nmpak bra, ape lagi? engko pakai baju serupa x pakai baju, pakai baju x cukup kain, ko ingat ko ni mulia sgt? okay, ko solat. so what? bende senang (tutup aurat) pun ko x leh wat, x yg nk bangga sangat ko sembahyang leh x?
ak rase dosa ko pun bnyk jugak... boyfriend ko tu. pegang sana pegang sini. cium sana sini. ko x yh la nk ckp pakai tudung flashy ni berdosa. skrang ni cbe ko banding kan, yg pakai tudung flashy but still tutup aurat dgn yg pakai baju x cukup kain, seksi ya amat. pilih mana yg berdosa. Sorry to said, I don't need to chose. the answer is so obvious. Just fikir la baik2 sebelum nk ckp orang len.
p/s :Disebabkan cik mira n cik keenah pakai tudung, ak harap x de la korang trase ngan ape yg ak tulis kan? *hehe*
Tuesday, 12 July 2011
Perlu sangat ke ber-couple?
Sambungan dari post yg lepas. Kan, ak layan YT, then termsuk lak channel someone ni. Tgh layan die nye video, die ade bagi link ke blog die.
Then, ape yg die tulis dlm blog die? Sebab2 die x ber-couple! Yg ak ingat, first berdosa. Yes, exactly! Okay la, nk ckp bnyk pun mcm dosa gak, ye la, ngutuk org kan. Just open your eyes and watch those kids who are in a relationship. Pegang sana, pegang sini. Macam last post ak, cium sana, cium sini. Kan berdosa tu!
The next2 reasons are habis duit la, membazir masa la, itu, ini. Ape2 pun, yg ak nk stress kan kat sini ialah jgn buat maksiat dgn ber-couple! Okay, maybe some people would say, "x pe ber-couple, just tau limit sudah lah." Seriously, bullshit! Bile dh berdue tu, phm2 je la, mesti ade yg ketiga punya!
Nasihat ak, kalau korang dh suke kat someone ni, masuk meminang je, then kahwin! Confirm hahal! Maybe there's one people akan tny soalan yg macam ni, "kalau time tu korang lum tibe masa utk kahwin? Kalau lelaki tu still blajar? Macam mana?"
Kalau macam tu, jgn la nk fikir kahwin dlu. Kumpul duit bebanyak dlu, then bru masuk meminang anak dara org. Kalau ko x de duit, bkn stakat pompuan tu x pandang ko, bpk pompuan tu pun x pandang ko! Yela, duit makan pun mintak mak ayah lagi, kalau ko kahwin, ape yg ko nk bagi bini ko makan? Pasir goreng? Rumput salai?
Pastu, katakan la, ade org lain tny mcm ni lak, "okay fine, kalau ko dh suke sgt kat die, tp time tu lum sampai masa ko kahwin, duit x de,ape pun x de, tetiba, pompuan tu dikebas org. hah, macam mane?"
Okay, to answer this question, I quoted this from that guy's blog that apparently was his teacher's saying. "If you love someone, let them go. If they come back to you, they were yours all along. If they don't, it was never meant to be."
See? Kalau x couple, x mati lah... Lagipun, bnyk sgt la kes buang bayi. Sedih sgt la ak tgk. So, korang pk la sndri, kay? Peace no war! :)
Then, ape yg die tulis dlm blog die? Sebab2 die x ber-couple! Yg ak ingat, first berdosa. Yes, exactly! Okay la, nk ckp bnyk pun mcm dosa gak, ye la, ngutuk org kan. Just open your eyes and watch those kids who are in a relationship. Pegang sana, pegang sini. Macam last post ak, cium sana, cium sini. Kan berdosa tu!
The next2 reasons are habis duit la, membazir masa la, itu, ini. Ape2 pun, yg ak nk stress kan kat sini ialah jgn buat maksiat dgn ber-couple! Okay, maybe some people would say, "x pe ber-couple, just tau limit sudah lah." Seriously, bullshit! Bile dh berdue tu, phm2 je la, mesti ade yg ketiga punya!
Nasihat ak, kalau korang dh suke kat someone ni, masuk meminang je, then kahwin! Confirm hahal! Maybe there's one people akan tny soalan yg macam ni, "kalau time tu korang lum tibe masa utk kahwin? Kalau lelaki tu still blajar? Macam mana?"
Kalau macam tu, jgn la nk fikir kahwin dlu. Kumpul duit bebanyak dlu, then bru masuk meminang anak dara org. Kalau ko x de duit, bkn stakat pompuan tu x pandang ko, bpk pompuan tu pun x pandang ko! Yela, duit makan pun mintak mak ayah lagi, kalau ko kahwin, ape yg ko nk bagi bini ko makan? Pasir goreng? Rumput salai?
Pastu, katakan la, ade org lain tny mcm ni lak, "okay fine, kalau ko dh suke sgt kat die, tp time tu lum sampai masa ko kahwin, duit x de,ape pun x de, tetiba, pompuan tu dikebas org. hah, macam mane?"
Okay, to answer this question, I quoted this from that guy's blog that apparently was his teacher's saying. "If you love someone, let them go. If they come back to you, they were yours all along. If they don't, it was never meant to be."
See? Kalau x couple, x mati lah... Lagipun, bnyk sgt la kes buang bayi. Sedih sgt la ak tgk. So, korang pk la sndri, kay? Peace no war! :)
Change to Vlogging? Nah, not for me!
Yeah so, today's topic would be 'Vlogging'! Okay, why vlog? Here's the reasons! Ak tgh layan YT td. So, dh berbakul-bakul video ak tgk. Dari ptg td smpai lah skang, x hbs2 lagi. Menarik jugak ye tgk vlog owg yg kreatif mengekspresikan diri ni. Guess what? I actually subscribed due tige channel! Mat Lutfhi n Shahrincool are my favourite!
Why Mat Lutfhi? Bcoz he expressed diri die dgn gile kreatif and klakar sial! If you girls nk tgk vlog die, just tkn link ni http://www.youtube.com/user/matluthfi90. Ni lak video yg ak download khas utk cik mira!
Perasan x Mat Lutfhi ckp psl 'Kontemporari 1Malaysia Pop' dan 'plastik'? Here's the deal. Ko ingat kan psl kes Kontemporari Pop a.k.a Kpop yg tiru SUJU tu? Ak rase die ngutuk pasal group tu. And, '1Malaysia', nmpak sgt die ckp psal group tu jugak. Org malaysia kan yg bising2 nk buat group tu. Yeah, die gak ade ckp pasal 'plastik'! Tu, maksud nye, dowg ni peniru je! Last but not least, ayat akhir die, 'be yourself'. Dah terang lagi bersuluh yg die ni berckp psal group tu. Hish, buat malu Malaysia je.
Back to the topic. Back to the topic. And why Shahril? Bcoz his soo cute! Well, it's normal for a 16-year-old boy.. Here's his link http://www.youtube.com/user/shahrincool. Ni video yg plg ak suke dlm bebanyk video si shahril ni.
Aww...yg time die hentak kaki is soo cute! Kalo die ni patung, rase mcm nk bwk blk umah je. Jadi koleksi patung2 cute ak!
Why Mat Lutfhi? Bcoz he expressed diri die dgn gile kreatif and klakar sial! If you girls nk tgk vlog die, just tkn link ni http://www.youtube.com/user/matluthfi90. Ni lak video yg ak download khas utk cik mira!
Perasan x Mat Lutfhi ckp psl 'Kontemporari 1Malaysia Pop' dan 'plastik'? Here's the deal. Ko ingat kan psl kes Kontemporari Pop a.k.a Kpop yg tiru SUJU tu? Ak rase die ngutuk pasal group tu. And, '1Malaysia', nmpak sgt die ckp psal group tu jugak. Org malaysia kan yg bising2 nk buat group tu. Yeah, die gak ade ckp pasal 'plastik'! Tu, maksud nye, dowg ni peniru je! Last but not least, ayat akhir die, 'be yourself'. Dah terang lagi bersuluh yg die ni berckp psal group tu. Hish, buat malu Malaysia je.
Back to the topic. Back to the topic. And why Shahril? Bcoz his soo cute! Well, it's normal for a 16-year-old boy.. Here's his link http://www.youtube.com/user/shahrincool. Ni video yg plg ak suke dlm bebanyk video si shahril ni.
Aww...yg time die hentak kaki is soo cute! Kalo die ni patung, rase mcm nk bwk blk umah je. Jadi koleksi patung2 cute ak!
Monday, 11 July 2011
Babi betul lah....!!!!
Ak terlanggar divider jln yg besi tu pagi td!!! Sial btl lah.... geram! Haha, salah ak jugak. Kan dah padan muka ak. Lupe lak nk tgkap gambar post kt sni.
Ergh!!!! Kete ak!!! Sakit nye jiwa....! *tu la, len kali bwk kete pakai mata, bkn pakai instinct!* Rase nk nangis je tadi... T_T
Ya Allah, mmg kne pupuk sifat sabar dlm dri ni kan... kalo x, tetiap kali bwk kete mesti je accident. Nasib bek abg ak accident-kan kete ak jumaat lps (walaupun teruk) die dh bwk g workshop, x de la nmpk ketara sgt kete tu baru langgar bontot kete owg len.
Wanie!!! Ko dah setahun lebih bwk kete! X kan x reti2 lagi nk bawak! *herdikan kepada dri sendri* Sabar je la...
Ergh!!!! Kete ak!!! Sakit nye jiwa....! *tu la, len kali bwk kete pakai mata, bkn pakai instinct!* Rase nk nangis je tadi... T_T
Ya Allah, mmg kne pupuk sifat sabar dlm dri ni kan... kalo x, tetiap kali bwk kete mesti je accident. Nasib bek abg ak accident-kan kete ak jumaat lps (walaupun teruk) die dh bwk g workshop, x de la nmpk ketara sgt kete tu baru langgar bontot kete owg len.
Wanie!!! Ko dah setahun lebih bwk kete! X kan x reti2 lagi nk bawak! *herdikan kepada dri sendri* Sabar je la...
Anti Pavi Kids That Much???
Tgh2 layan fb, masuk page tu, masuk page ni, tetiba ak sampai kat page "Anti Pavi KL Kids" lebih kurang r die nye name page. Ak tgk r dlm... Pergh!!! Memang x ngagak kebencian dowg terhadap bebudak yg suke melepak depan Pavi. Ak x nh tau pun pasal ni. Teruk sangat ke bebudak tu sume? Kalo dari segi melepak, buang masa, mencacatkan pemandangan Malaysia pada pandangan tourist mmg r dowg boleh dikategorikan menyampah kan ak kan.
Then, tgh2 browse gambar2 yg mmg wat ak pecah perut, terguling-guling mcm owg gile, nampak lak gambar yg x brape suke dipandang ak. Ye la, bak kate komen2 gambar tu, "sedap sgt ke comolot tu, cik kak, cik abg?"
Pastu, ade la plak gambar minah ni... Lagi la...muka dah lawa, tapi cmni perangai. Susah la kan... Mmg banyak r komen bebudak laki tu sume ckp ko lawa, tapi perangai ko buruk. Sayang la... Even ak sendri pompuan pun admit ko tu lawa. But still, gambar ni maybe care die posing je kot, 'cool' konon nye.
p/s : pk r sendri mane yg elok, mane yg x elok. korang ni dah besar, x kn e2 pun nk kene ajar. otak ade, tp kalo akal x de, x jadi jugak.
Then, tgh2 browse gambar2 yg mmg wat ak pecah perut, terguling-guling mcm owg gile, nampak lak gambar yg x brape suke dipandang ak. Ye la, bak kate komen2 gambar tu, "sedap sgt ke comolot tu, cik kak, cik abg?"
Pastu, ade la plak gambar minah ni... Lagi la...muka dah lawa, tapi cmni perangai. Susah la kan... Mmg banyak r komen bebudak laki tu sume ckp ko lawa, tapi perangai ko buruk. Sayang la... Even ak sendri pompuan pun admit ko tu lawa. But still, gambar ni maybe care die posing je kot, 'cool' konon nye.
p/s : pk r sendri mane yg elok, mane yg x elok. korang ni dah besar, x kn e2 pun nk kene ajar. otak ade, tp kalo akal x de, x jadi jugak.
Sunday, 19 June 2011
Today is Father's Day!
Today is 19th June! It's Father's Day guys!! Why am I so excited? It's not MY day or what right? Oh, everyday is my day anyway! Hehe!
Yesterday, my little sis called me, telling tomorrow is Father's Day. To tell you the truth, after that call, then I know when is Father's Day! I'm not a very good daughter am I? (......) And! And...I forgot to call my dad after the clock shows it's midnight already. I forgot!! Yeah, same question, I'm not a very good daughter am I? *yeah, you are* I know.
So, yesterday night I slept without wishing my dad 'Happy Father's Day'. And, this morning, my mom called, around 10.00am. I was asleep then. I heard my cell ringing, so I answered the call. This was the conversation :
Mom : Are you still asleep?
Me : Yeah...What is it mom?
Mom : Do you know that today is Father's Day?
Me : Yeah, I know. Sis called me yesterday.
Mom : Then, wake up already! Call your father and wish him!
Me : I know, I know... Later I will call him.
Mom : Okay, I will call you again. 'salam'
Me : 'salam'
So, the conversation ended. I looked at the clock and it showed 10.30am. Okay... Maybe I slept again after my mom called. I woke up then I took my shower. Dah mandi, dh pakai baju sume, cadang nk call la ayah aku, then...! Then, my cell ringing. Oh, no.... The caller was my dad.
Dad : What are you doing right now?
Me : Oh, I just took my shower.
Dad : When did you sleep last night? Did you get my message?
Me : Erm... around 2.00am. At what time did you message me?
Dad : I don't remember. Around 12.30am.
Me : *Erk?! 12.30am?!* Oh, maybe I was not aware of the incoming message. Erm... I checked something on the internet yesterday. Do you know what's going on today?
Dad : Yes, Father's Day.
Me : *Urgh!! Why did you called me first, dad and not me calling you first?!* Haha! Yes! Happy Father's Day dad!!
Dad : Yes. I hope you will do exactly the same as my message yesterday.
Me : Yeah, Insya-Allah.
Dad : Okay, 'salam'
Me : 'salam'
Wargh!!! Okay, I admit that I'm not a good daughter! The message basically about my dad prayed for me to be in a good condition (health and well being), in the present and in the future as well. Hey, why is it the position changed??!! I was the one who supposed to wish you that and not you wishing for me!! T_T
*still in grieve* For my dad, I wish you Happy Father's Day! I hope you will be in a good condition, health and well being for the present and the future. I hope you will not overworked yourself. And the most important thing, I love you, dad! <3 <3 <3
Yesterday, my little sis called me, telling tomorrow is Father's Day. To tell you the truth, after that call, then I know when is Father's Day! I'm not a very good daughter am I? (......) And! And...I forgot to call my dad after the clock shows it's midnight already. I forgot!! Yeah, same question, I'm not a very good daughter am I? *yeah, you are* I know.
So, yesterday night I slept without wishing my dad 'Happy Father's Day'. And, this morning, my mom called, around 10.00am. I was asleep then. I heard my cell ringing, so I answered the call. This was the conversation :
Mom : Are you still asleep?
Me : Yeah...What is it mom?
Mom : Do you know that today is Father's Day?
Me : Yeah, I know. Sis called me yesterday.
Mom : Then, wake up already! Call your father and wish him!
Me : I know, I know... Later I will call him.
Mom : Okay, I will call you again. 'salam'
Me : 'salam'
So, the conversation ended. I looked at the clock and it showed 10.30am. Okay... Maybe I slept again after my mom called. I woke up then I took my shower. Dah mandi, dh pakai baju sume, cadang nk call la ayah aku, then...! Then, my cell ringing. Oh, no.... The caller was my dad.
Dad : What are you doing right now?
Me : Oh, I just took my shower.
Dad : When did you sleep last night? Did you get my message?
Me : Erm... around 2.00am. At what time did you message me?
Dad : I don't remember. Around 12.30am.
Me : *Erk?! 12.30am?!* Oh, maybe I was not aware of the incoming message. Erm... I checked something on the internet yesterday. Do you know what's going on today?
Dad : Yes, Father's Day.
Me : *Urgh!! Why did you called me first, dad and not me calling you first?!* Haha! Yes! Happy Father's Day dad!!
Dad : Yes. I hope you will do exactly the same as my message yesterday.
Me : Yeah, Insya-Allah.
Dad : Okay, 'salam'
Me : 'salam'
Wargh!!! Okay, I admit that I'm not a good daughter! The message basically about my dad prayed for me to be in a good condition (health and well being), in the present and in the future as well. Hey, why is it the position changed??!! I was the one who supposed to wish you that and not you wishing for me!! T_T
*still in grieve* For my dad, I wish you Happy Father's Day! I hope you will be in a good condition, health and well being for the present and the future. I hope you will not overworked yourself. And the most important thing, I love you, dad! <3 <3 <3
Sunday, 5 June 2011
Tomorrow Onwards is Hell
Okay, *I think most of my post started with the word 'okay'.... Well, never mind.* Tomorrow my classes for this semester will start. The title has the word 'hell' in it. Why? Because, I take 6 subjects and the worst part is on Monday and Wednesday.
Why? Because I have classes straight for 6 hours non-stop!!!! Damn! And on Wednesday, I have two classes only *Alhamdulillah~~*, but between the two classes have 5 hours gap!!!! My house is sooo for away, and I treasure my petrol!*under certain circumstances only* Unfortunately, I have to survive this situation for around 4 months! Penat sial!
I just arrive in KL around 5 o'clock today. I was so reluctant to come here... I want to stay in my hometown a little bit longer. I love my home. The fresh air, the morning view, and the quietness! I don't know why but I feel really really reluctant to come here. I want to know what are the reasons for me to feel like this. Urgh! I hate this kind of feeling!
p/s : rase nk nangis, x tenang n serabut
Why? Because I have classes straight for 6 hours non-stop!!!! Damn! And on Wednesday, I have two classes only *Alhamdulillah~~*, but between the two classes have 5 hours gap!!!! My house is sooo for away, and I treasure my petrol!*under certain circumstances only* Unfortunately, I have to survive this situation for around 4 months! Penat sial!
I just arrive in KL around 5 o'clock today. I was so reluctant to come here... I want to stay in my hometown a little bit longer. I love my home. The fresh air, the morning view, and the quietness! I don't know why but I feel really really reluctant to come here. I want to know what are the reasons for me to feel like this. Urgh! I hate this kind of feeling!
p/s : rase nk nangis, x tenang n serabut
Thursday, 26 May 2011
What's Wrong With You?
Okay, the story goes like this. Around two days ago, my high school friend sms me out of the blue. I thought she wanted to tell me or ask me something that might be a serious matter since we kind of stop contacting each other around a year ago.
My phone's battery was dead *I don't know since when*, so that night I charge that poor phone. I checked if there are any messages come. So, yeah, one new message from her. She greeted me 'Good Morning', so I'm sorry, it's night already.
I sms her and asked if there is something that she needed for me, and the only thing she wanted to ask me was 'Hey, do you know this anime called Ouran High School Club'? I was like...if this the only thing she wanted to ask me, then she better not to ask me anything.
Logik la kan? After a year long we didn't contact each other and the thing you want to ask me is about some kind of anime? I think it's better if you ask me whether I am in good healthy or whatsoever. Duh... What is wrong with you? The last time we got in touch, you talk about ...*I don't remember this guy's name. From SUJU I think... sorry, I don't remember at all* Yeah, you *fantasized* about him being your husband. I think you said something like this...
You : Do you know *that guy*, he is my first husband. My second husband is *another guy, don't remember also*
Me : *I just went with the flow. x nk sakit kan ati die plak~~* Oh, is it? Why so many? What happen to *yes, another guy. so many, that's why I don't remember* ? You told me you like him.
You : Oh, him? I divorced with him yesterday. Dia curang.
Me : That's must be hard on you.
You : Oh, never mind I still have *that guy, another guy and that another guy*.
Me : Erm yeah, that maybe true. *Please! Please save me!*
And so...the conversation went on and on and on until I abruptly stop the sms-ing. I'm tired~~
Okay, here's the point. I know you are very very idolize them, but please, I don't want to hear that. We had finished our school, and we rarely get to meet or whatsoever, so, if we get the chance to get in touch, talk about your life! Where are you studying right now, or did you get yourself a boyfriend? That's kind of talk I wanted! Not about you married this guy, that guy, or another guy from the Kpop bands in your dream.
I know that kind of feeling. You like that artist or this artist so much that you feel like you wanted to marry him, ak pun kekadang camtu but please, ak ni kwn lama kau la. Bkn tetiap ari ak ngadap muka kau tu. Haih....
My phone's battery was dead *I don't know since when*, so that night I charge that poor phone. I checked if there are any messages come. So, yeah, one new message from her. She greeted me 'Good Morning', so I'm sorry, it's night already.
I sms her and asked if there is something that she needed for me, and the only thing she wanted to ask me was 'Hey, do you know this anime called Ouran High School Club'? I was like...if this the only thing she wanted to ask me, then she better not to ask me anything.
Logik la kan? After a year long we didn't contact each other and the thing you want to ask me is about some kind of anime? I think it's better if you ask me whether I am in good healthy or whatsoever. Duh... What is wrong with you? The last time we got in touch, you talk about ...*I don't remember this guy's name. From SUJU I think... sorry, I don't remember at all* Yeah, you *fantasized* about him being your husband. I think you said something like this...
You : Do you know *that guy*, he is my first husband. My second husband is *another guy, don't remember also*
Me : *I just went with the flow. x nk sakit kan ati die plak~~* Oh, is it? Why so many? What happen to *yes, another guy. so many, that's why I don't remember* ? You told me you like him.
You : Oh, him? I divorced with him yesterday. Dia curang.
Me : That's must be hard on you.
You : Oh, never mind I still have *that guy, another guy and that another guy*.
Me : Erm yeah, that maybe true. *Please! Please save me!*
And so...the conversation went on and on and on until I abruptly stop the sms-ing. I'm tired~~
Okay, here's the point. I know you are very very idolize them, but please, I don't want to hear that. We had finished our school, and we rarely get to meet or whatsoever, so, if we get the chance to get in touch, talk about your life! Where are you studying right now, or did you get yourself a boyfriend? That's kind of talk I wanted! Not about you married this guy, that guy, or another guy from the Kpop bands in your dream.
I know that kind of feeling. You like that artist or this artist so much that you feel like you wanted to marry him, ak pun kekadang camtu but please, ak ni kwn lama kau la. Bkn tetiap ari ak ngadap muka kau tu. Haih....
Wednesday, 11 May 2011
Finally It's Over
Today is my examination day so I woke up really early in the morning, around 6 am to get ready to go to my school. And around 7 am I hit the road and by the time I arrived there, I looked at my watch and I was like whaatt...? It was 8 am! It was way too early from the time my exam start. Shit! Oh, never mind. At least I was not late.
Well, to Cik Keenah and Cik Mira, they were well informed that I hate that "botak guy" who taught me when I was in Foundation. To me, he is a bad luck! Real bad luck! And you know what? I saw him this morning! Right before I took my exam! Damn! I was driving in the campus to search for parking and I drove passed him.
He was standing by the roadside waiting to cross the road that was full of students' cars passing *sarcasm tone. why? he does not own a car! Haha!* When I saw him, oh, how I wish to shout into his eardrum like this. "Hey, Sir Botak! Are you trying to get me into an accident right before my exam?! Your face is giving me nightmare! Your smile give me goosebumps!" *does it really a smile? coz it doesn't look like one. children would be scared to death upon seeing it*
And things went on like this. I went into the hall and sat in my place and when the head invigilator gave the instruction to begin answering the question paper, I was taking a deep breath and I was saying my prayer before I opened the first page.
*open the first page* What the hell??!!! Shit! He really is a bad luck! Damn! Why did I see your face first thing in the morning?! Now I can't answer any of this!!
The questions were hard like hell! Seriously hard! Damn you lecturer! *the one who taught me the subject* Are you trying to get me failed?! Geramnye ak!!!! Bukan stakat nk cekik2 die tu, kalo leh siat kulit die, ak siat2 kulit die then ak kering kan wat kompang!
So, my first paper was doomed. Thank you very much. The second paper was easier. Heh, I just need 10 more marks and I will pass the paper. Lucky!
Yeah, so that was it. My exam has ended and right now I'm packing my things to go back to my hometown~~! Tata!
Well, to Cik Keenah and Cik Mira, they were well informed that I hate that "botak guy" who taught me when I was in Foundation. To me, he is a bad luck! Real bad luck! And you know what? I saw him this morning! Right before I took my exam! Damn! I was driving in the campus to search for parking and I drove passed him.
He was standing by the roadside waiting to cross the road that was full of students' cars passing *sarcasm tone. why? he does not own a car! Haha!* When I saw him, oh, how I wish to shout into his eardrum like this. "Hey, Sir Botak! Are you trying to get me into an accident right before my exam?! Your face is giving me nightmare! Your smile give me goosebumps!" *does it really a smile? coz it doesn't look like one. children would be scared to death upon seeing it*
And things went on like this. I went into the hall and sat in my place and when the head invigilator gave the instruction to begin answering the question paper, I was taking a deep breath and I was saying my prayer before I opened the first page.
*open the first page* What the hell??!!! Shit! He really is a bad luck! Damn! Why did I see your face first thing in the morning?! Now I can't answer any of this!!
The questions were hard like hell! Seriously hard! Damn you lecturer! *the one who taught me the subject* Are you trying to get me failed?! Geramnye ak!!!! Bukan stakat nk cekik2 die tu, kalo leh siat kulit die, ak siat2 kulit die then ak kering kan wat kompang!
So, my first paper was doomed. Thank you very much. The second paper was easier. Heh, I just need 10 more marks and I will pass the paper. Lucky!
Yeah, so that was it. My exam has ended and right now I'm packing my things to go back to my hometown~~! Tata!
Friday, 6 May 2011
Something New?
Finally the challenge that I took came to its end. Now I have to think what I should write next. I intended to write some of the things that happened to me, but it seems that no words could describe it. Maybe I should be more artistic :P
So to said, I'm right now preparing for my final. *are you sure? you didn't read a single note yet...* Hahahaha.... Is it..? Oh, my mistake then. So, things should be like this. I'm now preparing for taking notes in my hand. Not a very good student I guess. Huhu! As you already know, I dislike study, so to make a time for studying is so not a very good idea for me. I hope I won't be dead by the time I realise my exam is on the next day.
Things would be hard for me after this considering I would be taking 6 subjects for the next trimester. I can take 5 subjects but I think I would be in trouble and the trouble is I might ended up extend one more semester which is I don't like. Everybody will graduate ahead of me. NO! I want to graduate together with them!
I have discussed this with my father. He said I have to decide it for myself because I would be the one who will studying and not him. Oh, he's not helping at all! *ape ni ayah? tlg lah anak mu ini...T_T* Oh, by the way, the subjects that I will be taking are all critical subjects! Real tough one! But I really want to take 6 subjects! Guess I will stick to this!
p/s : being a student is really a hassle.
So to said, I'm right now preparing for my final. *are you sure? you didn't read a single note yet...* Hahahaha.... Is it..? Oh, my mistake then. So, things should be like this. I'm now preparing for taking notes in my hand. Not a very good student I guess. Huhu! As you already know, I dislike study, so to make a time for studying is so not a very good idea for me. I hope I won't be dead by the time I realise my exam is on the next day.
Things would be hard for me after this considering I would be taking 6 subjects for the next trimester. I can take 5 subjects but I think I would be in trouble and the trouble is I might ended up extend one more semester which is I don't like. Everybody will graduate ahead of me. NO! I want to graduate together with them!
I have discussed this with my father. He said I have to decide it for myself because I would be the one who will studying and not him. Oh, he's not helping at all! *ape ni ayah? tlg lah anak mu ini...T_T* Oh, by the way, the subjects that I will be taking are all critical subjects! Real tough one! But I really want to take 6 subjects! Guess I will stick to this!
p/s : being a student is really a hassle.
Day 30 – One or more good things that have happened in the past 30 days + how you would like to change your past if you are given the chance to do so?
I couldn't say that there were happy things happened to me, but, I think happy moment should be okay right?
So, the first happy thing is when the subject that I hate ended it class! Oh, I couldn't even describe my feeling at that time! I'm so happy that I wanted to scream to the whole world that I wouldn't have to go to that hateful class! Then, when all of my assignment had finished! Yes, I'm so happy that I cry blood! *exaggeration, exaggeration* Haha!
When my friend and I went to the photo shoot that we ourselves doing the business. Hoho! I like it when we were at Lake Pullman~~! To me, it was the best photo shoot ever! Back in Putrajaya, things were happy too! Hoho, our beloved Cik Keenah became the model~~
What else...? Oh! And also when I was told by my mum that I could drive to my hometown! Yahhh!!! I was so happy that I ended up singing and dancing for the whole day! *luckily that day was a holiday* This is the first time they let me drive in the highway! They are too scared because I'm a girl. Huh.... Oh well, there were reasons behind this scheme actually... And also some little little things that make me happy only on THAT moment only. Not enough to make me singing and dancing.
Alrighty, jump to the next question. I think I want to change the bad things that happened to me if I was given the chance to change the past. Well, as we all know, past can't be amended. So, better luck next time. Okay, that's it. *sorry that I answered this question shorter than the first question. hehe!*
p/s: nice weather isn't it? Hoho, when you're happy, everything looks nice and sparkling.
So, the first happy thing is when the subject that I hate ended it class! Oh, I couldn't even describe my feeling at that time! I'm so happy that I wanted to scream to the whole world that I wouldn't have to go to that hateful class! Then, when all of my assignment had finished! Yes, I'm so happy that I cry blood! *exaggeration, exaggeration* Haha!
When my friend and I went to the photo shoot that we ourselves doing the business. Hoho! I like it when we were at Lake Pullman~~! To me, it was the best photo shoot ever! Back in Putrajaya, things were happy too! Hoho, our beloved Cik Keenah became the model~~
What else...? Oh! And also when I was told by my mum that I could drive to my hometown! Yahhh!!! I was so happy that I ended up singing and dancing for the whole day! *luckily that day was a holiday* This is the first time they let me drive in the highway! They are too scared because I'm a girl. Huh.... Oh well, there were reasons behind this scheme actually... And also some little little things that make me happy only on THAT moment only. Not enough to make me singing and dancing.
Alrighty, jump to the next question. I think I want to change the bad things that happened to me if I was given the chance to change the past. Well, as we all know, past can't be amended. So, better luck next time. Okay, that's it. *sorry that I answered this question shorter than the first question. hehe!*
p/s: nice weather isn't it? Hoho, when you're happy, everything looks nice and sparkling.
Thursday, 5 May 2011
Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.
I have a lot of things I would never get tired of doing! Haha! I think the only thing I get tired would be study! Heh, figured! I think I need to do a list for this. Here we go~~
- Sleeping!!!! Oh, I just simply lloovveee~~ sleeping!! I can even sleep the whole day! Never get tired of doing this! Huhu~~
- Eating! Yes, yes, yes!!! If my hands and eyes are not typing on the keyboard doing assignments, I will always search for food. I like it when my mouth is chewing something.
- Bullying my sister! Ohoho, this is very very satisfying~~!! Are you frustrated? Are you bored? You have nothing to do? Well, the solution is...*drum roll* bullying someone!!! *make sure they are related to you. bullying someone else that is not your siblings is very rude and bad. don't. don't. don't.*
- Daydreaming~~~!! One of my hobby(?) Haha! Daydreaming sure is fun! Actually daydreaming is my important source in seeking inspiration in writing!
- Writing! Need I say more?
- Stare at my blog and brainstorming what I should write. *you sure are weird.* Get away. Shoo! Shoo!
Wednesday, 4 May 2011
Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?
There are a lot of things happened during this month. Some are enjoyable and some are better if it forgotten. I have learned quite a few things in this past month. I learned to be more patience than I usually am. And I also learned to restrain myself from driving crazy because of certain people.
I could say that I also learned that not everything you wish would happened the way you wanted. Things are better off if you just think that it would turn better than hope it would be just like what you wanted it to be. For the record, things would be hurtful if you don't.
And I also learned to accept things that were happened to me. We should be grateful for it and hope for a better for the next time (if there is). If you reminiscing, you would found yourself a fool for not be grateful. Yeah, happened to me a lot. Because of this, not only in this month, but for the past and future months, I will always wish for myself that I can always be someone who is grateful no matter what happened to me.
p/s : when you live your life, you learned a lot of things that were not taught to you by your parents when you were little.
I could say that I also learned that not everything you wish would happened the way you wanted. Things are better off if you just think that it would turn better than hope it would be just like what you wanted it to be. For the record, things would be hurtful if you don't.
And I also learned to accept things that were happened to me. We should be grateful for it and hope for a better for the next time (if there is). If you reminiscing, you would found yourself a fool for not be grateful. Yeah, happened to me a lot. Because of this, not only in this month, but for the past and future months, I will always wish for myself that I can always be someone who is grateful no matter what happened to me.
p/s : when you live your life, you learned a lot of things that were not taught to you by your parents when you were little.
Tuesday, 3 May 2011
Day 27 – What kind of person attracts you?
Erm...what kind..? Let's see...
- He can make me laugh but not to his lame jokes. I hate lame jokes. It makes me feels irritated.
- He has to know in what manner should he be talking to me. I don't like rude guys. If you want me to treat you nicely, you also should talk to me nicely.
- He has to be polite to all people whether they are his youngsters or elders.
- He has to treat people equally and not discriminating them.
- The most important thing is he sees me as me myself and he accept me for who I am.
Monday, 2 May 2011
Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you want to go.
Sunday, 1 May 2011
Day 25 – What is the most thing you want people to read?
The one and only thing I want people to read is my own piece. I want them to feel the same way I did when I wrote those. The pieces I wrote are based on my feelings at the moment and sometimes I wrote it based on other people feelings.
I've wrote a piece about my friend having her heart broken at that time and inside it I also inserted some lines that indicated her hope of what she wanted her relationship will become of and what had happened to her before this. New Love were dedicated for her.
New Love
I looked into your eyes,
You smiled gently to me,
Filled my ears with gentle words,
But deep down in my heart,
I felt pain, only pain…
The pain that I felt for the past,
The tears that I shed,
The cruel deal,
The memories that I would never forget...
The past had made me blind,
For I could not see you today,
The future you desired for us to build together,
I wasted it…
The raindrops that I heard slowly stopped,
It was the rainbow that I saw now,
For the hope that you and I
could build together…
Even though my eyes are now see only you,
You made my heart shattered,
For you could not love me the way you used to…
Please dear,
I’ll bloom love from the hope that you gave me
for one last time…
The new love that you will shower me
and the love from me to you,
We’ll live through this eternity love
hand in hand…
I've wrote a piece about my friend having her heart broken at that time and inside it I also inserted some lines that indicated her hope of what she wanted her relationship will become of and what had happened to her before this. New Love were dedicated for her.
New Love
I looked into your eyes,
You smiled gently to me,
Filled my ears with gentle words,
But deep down in my heart,
I felt pain, only pain…
The pain that I felt for the past,
The tears that I shed,
The cruel deal,
The memories that I would never forget...
The past had made me blind,
For I could not see you today,
The future you desired for us to build together,
I wasted it…
The raindrops that I heard slowly stopped,
It was the rainbow that I saw now,
For the hope that you and I
could build together…
Even though my eyes are now see only you,
You made my heart shattered,
For you could not love me the way you used to…
Please dear,
I’ll bloom love from the hope that you gave me
for one last time…
The new love that you will shower me
and the love from me to you,
We’ll live through this eternity love
hand in hand…
Saturday, 30 April 2011
Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.
And so, I think a photo of siblings meant a lot to me. To me, they are the only one who really know you because you grow up together. On the other hand, parents; they may know you but we don't really know them. I'm 19, so to say, I might know them for the past 19 years as their daughter, but how about their past life before I was born? I have to, like, ask my uncles and aunts and also my grandparents in order to know them when they were young. So, yeah, that is my personal opinion.
Yes!!!
Oho! At last!!! Did you read my Day 16 post? If you do, my fourth short term goal is to pray for one of the subjects to finish soon right? Yes! It became a reality!!! My last class was yesterday and I will not be meeting the lecturer anymore!!! That's what made my day yesterday a happy day!!!
Basically my study break has started yesterday but still, one of the class hasn't finish yet.... Urgh, foul la! And only that subject's assignment left for me to complete and my final exam will come and greet me! Oh, tidak~~~
Nevertheless, I'm still happy!!! And I also cannot wait to go back to my hometown!! There's something special is waiting for me!*I hope it would--Insya-Allah*
I may get more elated if there is another series of happy things happen to me today! Huhu~~~!
Basically my study break has started yesterday but still, one of the class hasn't finish yet.... Urgh, foul la! And only that subject's assignment left for me to complete and my final exam will come and greet me! Oh, tidak~~~
Nevertheless, I'm still happy!!! And I also cannot wait to go back to my hometown!! There's something special is waiting for me!*I hope it would--Insya-Allah*
I may get more elated if there is another series of happy things happen to me today! Huhu~~~!
Friday, 29 April 2011
Day 23 – 10 facts about you.
10 facts about me?!!! Oh, boy.... What should I tell....? Okay, here we go!
- Age --> 19 years old.
- Hobby -->writing, watching anime and reading manga.
- Fav. quote --> "Menyampah ak!" n "Ade ak peduli?! X de!"
- Fav. colour --> blue and green.
- Sports --> archery!
- Currently studying --> degree in biz admin minor in finance
- Mostly spent time on what --> My beloved NDS!!!
- Things you dislike to do --> study!
- Your most happy time --> rolling on my bed when the weather is cold!!
- You despise people who are ... --> who gets on my nerves!!!
Thursday, 28 April 2011
Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
To,
you, you and you,
For that little wish I hope from you, you betrayed me. I don't think we could be like before anymore from the way you treated me. I just wish that you could see me the way you saw her. I knew that I've known you for only a few years to think that I could be like her. But, I was wrong.... When we finally got to meet face to face and I was apologizing to you, you had showed me that I was no longer exist in your life. I was hurt, really hurt by it. Do you know that? I wish you do...
I was wondering that maybe you only saw me as someone who is convenience. I knew that all along...from the way you spoke and treated me. Because of you, I don't think anyone else was like you anymore. I gave up. I'm sorry for everything during the time we known each other, for the hurtful things I said and I did to you. I knew that you won't be sorry for what had happen to me because of your family and you as well.
And I wanted you to know that I really hope you could be honest to me for everything that you told me. Did that things really happen in your life? I don't know why, but the fact is that that was hard to swallow. I wanted to trust you, but in the same time I didn't want to trust you.
What I hope now is that you could face me again for all these years and tell me the truth. I don't want to live in darkness. Please....I beg you.....
From,
your shadow.
you, you and you,
For that little wish I hope from you, you betrayed me. I don't think we could be like before anymore from the way you treated me. I just wish that you could see me the way you saw her. I knew that I've known you for only a few years to think that I could be like her. But, I was wrong.... When we finally got to meet face to face and I was apologizing to you, you had showed me that I was no longer exist in your life. I was hurt, really hurt by it. Do you know that? I wish you do...
I was wondering that maybe you only saw me as someone who is convenience. I knew that all along...from the way you spoke and treated me. Because of you, I don't think anyone else was like you anymore. I gave up. I'm sorry for everything during the time we known each other, for the hurtful things I said and I did to you. I knew that you won't be sorry for what had happen to me because of your family and you as well.
And I wanted you to know that I really hope you could be honest to me for everything that you told me. Did that things really happen in your life? I don't know why, but the fact is that that was hard to swallow. I wanted to trust you, but in the same time I didn't want to trust you.
What I hope now is that you could face me again for all these years and tell me the truth. I don't want to live in darkness. Please....I beg you.....
From,
your shadow.
Wednesday, 27 April 2011
Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.
Ah~~~!! I lost all my photos!!! My laptop broke down last week and all the data in it was gone! Including all my memorable photos!! My family's, friends'!
And so, I don't have any photos to post....
But, what I can say is that, all the photos are making me happy! So, if I didn't post it in here, doesn't mean that none of the photos are making me happy.
All the photos are actually captured the moment we spent together, but the real memories are being kept in heart all along~~
I love you all!! <3 <3
And so, I don't have any photos to post....
But, what I can say is that, all the photos are making me happy! So, if I didn't post it in here, doesn't mean that none of the photos are making me happy.
All the photos are actually captured the moment we spent together, but the real memories are being kept in heart all along~~
I love you all!! <3 <3
Tuesday, 26 April 2011
Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.
Hermm....I think I've mentioned about this before...on my first post! Oh, never mind! I'll talk about it again. Anyway, I love to talk about it!
So, if you have read in my first post, I said that "As the title implied, "As The Sky is Blue", even though we have so many stories and living the life differently, we are still living under the same blue sky!"
Yes!!! It is very true! The reason why I chose this name is because we are living under the same blue sky no matter where are we and we are connected to each other.
I've watched this one story *don't quite remember the title*, it says that "no matter how far we are apart, we are still living under the same blue sky. So, whenever you miss me, stare at the sky and so do I and it would be like we are looking at each other." Yeah, more or less the dialogue was like that.
Okay, that's it for the today's post, the meaning behind my blog name~~ Thank you!
So, if you have read in my first post, I said that "As the title implied, "As The Sky is Blue", even though we have so many stories and living the life differently, we are still living under the same blue sky!"
Yes!!! It is very true! The reason why I chose this name is because we are living under the same blue sky no matter where are we and we are connected to each other.
I've watched this one story *don't quite remember the title*, it says that "no matter how far we are apart, we are still living under the same blue sky. So, whenever you miss me, stare at the sky and so do I and it would be like we are looking at each other." Yeah, more or less the dialogue was like that.
Okay, that's it for the today's post, the meaning behind my blog name~~ Thank you!
Monday, 25 April 2011
Day 19 – What is the most secret things you won't tell other people?
The answer is SECRET~~~~!!!! If we tell the secret, it won't be a secret anymore right?!
Okay, okay...! Just joking! Just joking! To me, the things that I don't want to tell other people might be varies to different group of people.
Okay, okay...! Just joking! Just joking! To me, the things that I don't want to tell other people might be varies to different group of people.
- Family -- the things that concern about feeling. *things like if I love someone or if I hate how my family treated me*
- Friends -- my past. *sometime I talked to them about my past, but I won't tell them the one which is the most hurtful*
- Teachers/lecturers -- my life
- Stranger -- about me. *my name and personal information*
Sunday, 24 April 2011
Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex
Okay people~~~ Let's start! So, the 5 things are:
p/s : actually it is not really five things that I listed out. hehe!
- Don't appreciate what I have done for them and try to act on their own pace and don't really care for other people's feeling.
- Think that they are bosses and I'm just a low level worker and make me do all their OWN work like I'm their servant!
- Stabbed my back! *you're not my friend anymore! I hate you!*
- Reveal about my background to other people who are not even my friend *who do you think you are? telling about what my parents do for living and about my siblings to your friends who are not even my friends?! *
- People who act all high and mighty but actually they are really nothing. *ahhh~~~!! menyampah gile ak ngan org2 yg macam ni!*
p/s : actually it is not really five things that I listed out. hehe!
Saturday, 23 April 2011
Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like.
Oho~~~!!! My future!!! This is easy. Of course I hope my future will be bright! Haha! *lg mau tny*
First of all, I hope I'll get a good job when I start working soon. Then, make a lot of money. After that, I will make sure that my parents will be happy and they would no need to work anymore. I'll financially support them!
Soon after my job is stable and I'm also are making money out of it, maybe I'll think of continuing my study *my father's wish actually. He wanted all of his children to get the highest education.* Then...then what? Oh! Maybe I'll start thinking about marriage and have a happy family~~
But, in doing all that in my future, I do hope something else. I hope that I'll become a better person in the future. Physically, emotionally and spiritually. *Insya-Allah.*
First of all, I hope I'll get a good job when I start working soon. Then, make a lot of money. After that, I will make sure that my parents will be happy and they would no need to work anymore. I'll financially support them!
Soon after my job is stable and I'm also are making money out of it, maybe I'll think of continuing my study *my father's wish actually. He wanted all of his children to get the highest education.* Then...then what? Oh! Maybe I'll start thinking about marriage and have a happy family~~
But, in doing all that in my future, I do hope something else. I hope that I'll become a better person in the future. Physically, emotionally and spiritually. *Insya-Allah.*
Friday, 22 April 2011
Day 16 – Short term goals for this month and why
This whole month has been a hassle for me. A lot of assignments and presentations to do. And all the other factors that get on my nerves. I'm tired~~~!!
There's this one business proposal that I have to finish and I only had two hours of sleep that night. Why two hours? This is all because of certain team members that are not doing their work and they intended to drag me along. Why I said so? This is because if I didn't manage to finish the business proposal and didn't submit it on THAT day, my 20% mark will fly away from me! Did they think that 20% is not a lot? Well, excuse me, IT IS a lot!
So, this short term goals would be:
1. Finish all the assignments and project and delete those useless team members' existence from my life *their phone numbers and e-mail*.
2. Get ready for the final exam that will be held on the second week of the next month.
3. Struggle for the successful of our business project *my friend and I only*.
4. Pray for one of the subjects to finish soon.
The reasons are:
1. So I wouldn't get pissed off whenever I see their names in my contact list.
2. I don't want to fail my paper.
3. I want to show to those useless team members that our project is the best!
4. Because I hate that lecturer!
5. So, I can sleep early at night and free from the stress~~~
There's this one business proposal that I have to finish and I only had two hours of sleep that night. Why two hours? This is all because of certain team members that are not doing their work and they intended to drag me along. Why I said so? This is because if I didn't manage to finish the business proposal and didn't submit it on THAT day, my 20% mark will fly away from me! Did they think that 20% is not a lot? Well, excuse me, IT IS a lot!
So, this short term goals would be:
1. Finish all the assignments and project and delete those useless team members' existence from my life *their phone numbers and e-mail*.
2. Get ready for the final exam that will be held on the second week of the next month.
3. Struggle for the successful of our business project *my friend and I only*.
4. Pray for one of the subjects to finish soon.
The reasons are:
1. So I wouldn't get pissed off whenever I see their names in my contact list.
2. I don't want to fail my paper.
3. I want to show to those useless team members that our project is the best!
4. Because I hate that lecturer!
5. So, I can sleep early at night and free from the stress~~~
Thursday, 21 April 2011
Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.
Okay, I'll get straight to the point. So, the things are my...
Purse!!!! Hell no I'll leave my house without it! All my money in it, my ID card, driving license! I'll get fine if there is a road block done by the police and they ask for my driving license to find that I left it at home. I'll doom! My ATM card...well, let say if my friends ask me to go shopping with them, and I don't have enough money, with my ATM card, no worries!!! Haha! *Heh, you better hope you got money in your account.* Shut up! Never mind, then I'll just window shopping...really...(sigh).
My handphone! Well, all the contact numbers are in there! If I don't have it, then how could I contact other people? I don't keep other's contact numbers in my address book *I don't even have one.* and bring it anywhere I go. My handphone is very important, okay?!
Yay, my most beloved gadget of all my electronic things! As you all already know, I love music. Yeah, baby! I lloovveee~~ music!! I would die if I don't have my MP3! I listen to my CD Player in my car when I'm driving to my university, I listen to my MP3 in class, during the lecture and when I'm alone(anywhere). So, in general, I NEED my MP3 to be by my side wherever I go.
Oh, oh, oh!!! My watch! Well, this is the watch that I'm currently wearing whenever I go out. I have a lot of watches! I love collecting those! Mostly my collection would be a rectangle frame watch. I don't quite like a round watch. My wrist would look weird if I wore a round one. In my collection, I have watches in different colours! I have blue, black, white and green! Mostly in black.
So, these are things that I would carry together with me whenever I go out. They are my life! My necessity! Hehe! Oh, actually I have another important item, but I don't think I want to post in here. *Just what are you thinking? It did say "something you don’t leave the house without"! Just post the images of your so-called "important thing but I don't want to post it" thingy!* Okay! Okay...I'll just tell you the name of that thing, okay? Don't get mad! Shesh!
So, the thing is MY HOUSE KEY.
My handphone! Well, all the contact numbers are in there! If I don't have it, then how could I contact other people? I don't keep other's contact numbers in my address book *I don't even have one.* and bring it anywhere I go. My handphone is very important, okay?!
So, these are things that I would carry together with me whenever I go out. They are my life! My necessity! Hehe! Oh, actually I have another important item, but I don't think I want to post in here. *Just what are you thinking? It did say "something you don’t leave the house without"! Just post the images of your so-called "important thing but I don't want to post it" thingy!* Okay! Okay...I'll just tell you the name of that thing, okay? Don't get mad! Shesh!
So, the thing is MY HOUSE KEY.
Wednesday, 20 April 2011
Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
A TV show??? And currently addicted to it?? Double trouble! I don't exactly watch TV! Okay, I'm going to interpret this question differently. I download the TV show and does not follow it every week at TV, but still it is a TV show. Make sense? Yeah, I know, it does. Haha!
So, the TV show that I'm currently addicted to is Supernatural!!!
Oh, shit! Now I have to tell why I like that series! Please don't judge me wrongly, or say anything bad to me, I'm innocent!! There are several reason why I like to watch that.
1. Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki are damn hot! *don't say anything, don't say
anything.*
2. Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki are super hot!
3. Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki are hot!
I love them!!!!!!
Okay, that are my reasons, enough for me to follow the story! Hehe! *you are so--- (sigh) I don't know what to say.* What?! I'm being honest here! I think that is the only stories that I like right now. Although I like Dollhouse, it's ancient! It does asked 'currently' okay?!
Well, maybe what I like about that story is the bond of those two brothers. I cried seeing Dean sacrificed his life for Sam and vice versa. It made me wonder, are these kind of bonds still exists in this world? Maybe yes, maybe not. But, I do hope that it still exists.
And I also like the comedy inside it! Haha, their jokes are bursting my stomach! When I'm down, I'll remember their jokes and BAM! I'm happy again! It's a miracle! Haha! *you are so easy to rejoice.* Shut up! Well, you need to have jokes in your life, you know? Don't live in a dull, boring world!
So, I have to say, Supernatural is the BEST TV show ever!! *which is I like and the only one that I watch.* Make sure you watch this too! Hehe!
So, the TV show that I'm currently addicted to is Supernatural!!!
Oh, shit! Now I have to tell why I like that series! Please don't judge me wrongly, or say anything bad to me, I'm innocent!! There are several reason why I like to watch that.
1. Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki are damn hot! *don't say anything, don't say
anything.*
2. Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki are super hot!
3. Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki are hot!
I love them!!!!!!
Well, maybe what I like about that story is the bond of those two brothers. I cried seeing Dean sacrificed his life for Sam and vice versa. It made me wonder, are these kind of bonds still exists in this world? Maybe yes, maybe not. But, I do hope that it still exists.
And I also like the comedy inside it! Haha, their jokes are bursting my stomach! When I'm down, I'll remember their jokes and BAM! I'm happy again! It's a miracle! Haha! *you are so easy to rejoice.* Shut up! Well, you need to have jokes in your life, you know? Don't live in a dull, boring world!
So, I have to say, Supernatural is the BEST TV show ever!! *which is I like and the only one that I watch.* Make sure you watch this too! Hehe!
Tuesday, 19 April 2011
Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist
Right now, the only artist that resides in my heart is AZU!! Her voice is sweet and the most important thing is that all of her songs are very GOOD!!!! She's my favourite! I love her!
My favourite songs are Tashika no Koto and Angel!
So, after you watch this, make sure you search for AZU's songs and download it!! Haha!
My favourite songs are Tashika no Koto and Angel!
So, after you watch this, make sure you search for AZU's songs and download it!! Haha!
Monday, 18 April 2011
Day 12 – Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Single? I'm happy with it. Furthermore, I don't want a boyfriend, I want a husband! So, I will not go around and say, "Hey, introduce some boys to me. I'm bored with single life." Hell no I would say something like that!
So being single you don't have to go out dating on Sunday or whatever day. You can lie down on your bed for the whole day. You also don't have to pay your sky-rocket phone bill because of him. You can do what ever you want without telling him first. *you are just my boyfriend, not my husband or my mom!*
You are also free from being accused of two-timing when you refused to go out with him. *does he not know that I'm busy?! My assignments when piled up are taller than me!*
Well, all in all, being single is the best! You are free to do whatever you want!
So being single you don't have to go out dating on Sunday or whatever day. You can lie down on your bed for the whole day. You also don't have to pay your sky-rocket phone bill because of him. You can do what ever you want without telling him first. *you are just my boyfriend, not my husband or my mom!*
You are also free from being accused of two-timing when you refused to go out with him. *does he not know that I'm busy?! My assignments when piled up are taller than me!*
Well, all in all, being single is the best! You are free to do whatever you want!
Please Save Me!
Do you know what the worst thing could happened to you? When everything goes wrong!! I'm so frustrated! Why the hell did I not remember the most important things?! Now everything are not going to how it suppose to be!
You need to print important documents that have over 30 pages in black and now the black ink has finished! You need to prepared some important documents and guess what? You need the photocopy of your parents ID and how lucky you are! Your parents are thousand miles away!!
And you need to buy this stamp at some THIS place where I don't even know where the hell it is because I'm new here! And whatever craps that you also need to prepare for the loan for my studies! You also need that things certified! And now I'm angry at myself because I didn't remember at all about this thing!!
Why the hell did I forget about this?! I might safe if I remember this on Friday, I may have time to prepared the documents. But, why today?!! This things need to submit on Tuesday!! Oh, shit! My parents would be furious if they know about this! But, I have to tell them because I need the photocopy of their ID....!!
I'M DEAD!!!!!
You need to print important documents that have over 30 pages in black and now the black ink has finished! You need to prepared some important documents and guess what? You need the photocopy of your parents ID and how lucky you are! Your parents are thousand miles away!!
And you need to buy this stamp at some THIS place where I don't even know where the hell it is because I'm new here! And whatever craps that you also need to prepare for the loan for my studies! You also need that things certified! And now I'm angry at myself because I didn't remember at all about this thing!!
Why the hell did I forget about this?! I might safe if I remember this on Friday, I may have time to prepared the documents. But, why today?!! This things need to submit on Tuesday!! Oh, shit! My parents would be furious if they know about this! But, I have to tell them because I need the photocopy of their ID....!!
I'M DEAD!!!!!
Sunday, 17 April 2011
Day 11 – What is your favorite past time?
Of course it is writing! If I'm bored or don't have anything to do, I'll pick up my pencil and start writing something. I'll turn on my mp3 and I'll write a poem or two. Sometimes I also write short stories. I need music whenever I wanted to write something. It's like the music give me some inspirations. Hehe!
I also enjoy watching anime and reading manga! Hehe, my other hobbies besides writing. Although I would say shoujo is the genre I love the most, there are still some kind of shoujo stories that I don't like.
I think that's it. I don't know what else to write. So, my favourite past time would be writing, watching anime and reading manga!
I also enjoy watching anime and reading manga! Hehe, my other hobbies besides writing. Although I would say shoujo is the genre I love the most, there are still some kind of shoujo stories that I don't like.
I think that's it. I don't know what else to write. So, my favourite past time would be writing, watching anime and reading manga!
Saturday, 16 April 2011
Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place you would like to eat (never been there).
It's not favourite actually, it's just the place that I wanted to go and eat there! Hehe, so, the place that I've never been to but I wanted to eat at the place would be a ramen stall!!
Doesn't it look fun?! You get to eat ramen at the sidewalk after you finish your work, hangout for sometime after tired from all the heavy load at work, and you get to complain about your work to the stall's owner and they will say, "Yeah, yeah." and they wouldn't know who or what you are complaining about! Haha, so much of my imagination!
Doesn't it look fun?! You get to eat ramen at the sidewalk after you finish your work, hangout for sometime after tired from all the heavy load at work, and you get to complain about your work to the stall's owner and they will say, "Yeah, yeah." and they wouldn't know who or what you are complaining about! Haha, so much of my imagination!
Friday, 15 April 2011
Like A Melody
The life is like a melody,
Humming in the air,
I live my life like a song,
I love everything in my heart.
The song that was sang to me,
was the song that I love,
It was your voice that filled me in,
and made me took one step further in my life.
A melody that change everything,
A sonata that I cried upon,
was something that you gave me,
It was the life that I'm living in.
The note that you played,
It was like the sound of Eden,
With all the birds chirping,
singing along you and me.
I love the melodious music,
The happiness and the sadness,
showed how I love my life,
As my life is like a melody.
The melody will be hummed,
The note will be played,
The sonata will be sung,
The life will be in our heart,
living forever.
p/s : Grammar error? Just ignore it! :p
Humming in the air,
I live my life like a song,
I love everything in my heart.
The song that was sang to me,
was the song that I love,
It was your voice that filled me in,
and made me took one step further in my life.
A melody that change everything,
A sonata that I cried upon,
was something that you gave me,
It was the life that I'm living in.
The note that you played,
It was like the sound of Eden,
With all the birds chirping,
singing along you and me.
I love the melodious music,
The happiness and the sadness,
showed how I love my life,
As my life is like a melody.
The melody will be hummed,
The note will be played,
The sonata will be sung,
The life will be in our heart,
living forever.
p/s : Grammar error? Just ignore it! :p
Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.
So, the item that I last purchased would be my new bag! I bought it last month. The blue colour and the style of the bag made me fall in love with it when I looked at it for the first time. It sound a lot like love at a first sight doesn't it? Haha!
So, what do you think of this bag? Hehe!
Day 8 – Your dream wedding.
Dream wedding! Of course outdoor wedding! A typical wedding in a house is really boring... Okay, let's see... The beach!
Then, all the decoration will be a beach theme! The cake, the favor!
For the colour theme, I want blue and white, match with the colour of the surrounding. But, for the guest, I don't want to put any restriction. You can wear anything you like, as long as it is polite.
I want my family (nuclear family) and my husband's families to be there also. My friends of course! The one who will be the first to get my invitation to my wedding will be Cik Keenah and Cik Mira! Girls, I'll be waiting for you to come to my wedding! And if you didn't come, I'll haunt you two for the rest of your lives!!
Anyways, this is the wedding that I dream of!
Then, all the decoration will be a beach theme! The cake, the favor!
For the colour theme, I want blue and white, match with the colour of the surrounding. But, for the guest, I don't want to put any restriction. You can wear anything you like, as long as it is polite.
I want my family (nuclear family) and my husband's families to be there also. My friends of course! The one who will be the first to get my invitation to my wedding will be Cik Keenah and Cik Mira! Girls, I'll be waiting for you to come to my wedding! And if you didn't come, I'll haunt you two for the rest of your lives!!
Anyways, this is the wedding that I dream of!
I'm sorry!
To those who are following my blog,
I'm sorry that I didn't post the day 8 challenge last night due to the some reasons, not that I forgot. My life was really hectic last night.
So today, I'm gonna post day 8 and day 9 in one day.
Really sorry,
Kirihana.
I'm sorry that I didn't post the day 8 challenge last night due to the some reasons, not that I forgot. My life was really hectic last night.
So today, I'm gonna post day 8 and day 9 in one day.
Really sorry,
Kirihana.
Wednesday, 13 April 2011
Day 7 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet
Animal....animal....animal....as a pet...?
I want a tiger!!! Hehe, can't you see, how fluffy its fur is? I also want my pet tiger to become my pillow~~! I also want to ride him and he will carry me on his back running across my house! Yay, I like it! Weeee~~~!
I want a tiger!!! Hehe, can't you see, how fluffy its fur is? I also want my pet tiger to become my pillow~~! I also want to ride him and he will carry me on his back running across my house! Yay, I like it! Weeee~~~!
Tuesday, 12 April 2011
Day 6 – A song to match your mood.
Another new day! *why are you feeling excited about a new day? it's just a day after yesterday.* What are you talking about? Of course I'm happy about living in a new day after yesterday. That means that I was given an another opportunity by Him :)
Well then, let's start with the Day 6 challenge; A song to match your mood.
Fourth Avenue Cafe -- L'Arc~en~Ciel
kisetsu wa odayaka ni owari o tsugeta ne
irodorareta kioku ni yosete
sayonara ai o kureta ano hito wa
kono hitomi ni yurameite ita
togirenai kimochi nante
hajime kara shinjite nakatta
utsuriyuku machinami ni torinokosareta mama
ikigau ano hitobito ga ima wa
tooku ni kanjirarete
zawameki sae usurete wa
tameiki ni kiete shimau
kuuseki ni mitsumerareta
taikutsu na kyuujitsu ni wa
owaru koto naku anata ga nagare tsuzukete iru
wakatte ite mo kizukanai furishite
oborete ita yo itsu demo
dare ka no koto omotteru
yokogao demo suteki datta kara
kisetsu wa odayaka ni owari o tsugeta ne
irodorareta kioku ni yosete
sayonara ai o kureta ano hito wa
kono hitomi ni yurameite ita
ato - dore kurai darou
soba ni - itekureru no wa
sou - omoi nagara toki o kizande ita yo
yosete wa kaeshiteku
nami no youni
kono kokoro wa sarawarete
kyou mo machi wa ai mo kawarazu omoi megurase
sorezore ni egaite yuku
sayonara ai o kureta ano hito wa
tooi sora ni koi kogarete
kono hitomi ni yurameite ita
utsuriyuku machinami ni tameiki wa koboreta
**************Translation****************
The season quietly informed us of the end
Gathered up in the painted memories
Goodbye, to that person who loved me
Wavering in these eyes
Like a feeling I've been cut off from
I couldn't trust it from the start
As I was left behind by this ever changing street
Those people, who were always coming and going
Can be felt now in the distance
Even the noise grows dim
And fades away in a single breath
The empty space stared at me
On a boring day off
Without any sort of finish, you continue to be washed away
Even though I knew better, I pretended not to notice the pretense
I was drowned in it, always
Thinking about someone
Because even a side view of their face was heaven
The season quietly informed us of the end
Gathered up in the painted memories
Goodbye, to that person who loved me
Wavering in these eyes
Later... just how long has it been?
Being... next to you
While thinking... of that, it was carved in time
It adds up and keeps returning... like a wave
Running away with this heart
Even today the city fills me with thoughts as ever
I draw them each individually...
Goodbye, to that person who loved me
Yearning for the distant sky
Wavering in these eyes
This ever changing street, overflowed with a sigh...
Okay, so the reason why I chose this song is that, my day today had somewhere wrong along the line. Everything was messed up. So, right now I'm kind of down...
Well then, let's start with the Day 6 challenge; A song to match your mood.
Fourth Avenue Cafe -- L'Arc~en~Ciel
kisetsu wa odayaka ni owari o tsugeta ne
irodorareta kioku ni yosete
sayonara ai o kureta ano hito wa
kono hitomi ni yurameite ita
togirenai kimochi nante
hajime kara shinjite nakatta
utsuriyuku machinami ni torinokosareta mama
ikigau ano hitobito ga ima wa
tooku ni kanjirarete
zawameki sae usurete wa
tameiki ni kiete shimau
kuuseki ni mitsumerareta
taikutsu na kyuujitsu ni wa
owaru koto naku anata ga nagare tsuzukete iru
wakatte ite mo kizukanai furishite
oborete ita yo itsu demo
dare ka no koto omotteru
yokogao demo suteki datta kara
kisetsu wa odayaka ni owari o tsugeta ne
irodorareta kioku ni yosete
sayonara ai o kureta ano hito wa
kono hitomi ni yurameite ita
ato - dore kurai darou
soba ni - itekureru no wa
sou - omoi nagara toki o kizande ita yo
yosete wa kaeshiteku
nami no youni
kono kokoro wa sarawarete
kyou mo machi wa ai mo kawarazu omoi megurase
sorezore ni egaite yuku
sayonara ai o kureta ano hito wa
tooi sora ni koi kogarete
kono hitomi ni yurameite ita
utsuriyuku machinami ni tameiki wa koboreta
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The season quietly informed us of the end
Gathered up in the painted memories
Goodbye, to that person who loved me
Wavering in these eyes
Like a feeling I've been cut off from
I couldn't trust it from the start
As I was left behind by this ever changing street
Those people, who were always coming and going
Can be felt now in the distance
Even the noise grows dim
And fades away in a single breath
The empty space stared at me
On a boring day off
Without any sort of finish, you continue to be washed away
Even though I knew better, I pretended not to notice the pretense
I was drowned in it, always
Thinking about someone
Because even a side view of their face was heaven
The season quietly informed us of the end
Gathered up in the painted memories
Goodbye, to that person who loved me
Wavering in these eyes
Later... just how long has it been?
Being... next to you
While thinking... of that, it was carved in time
It adds up and keeps returning... like a wave
Running away with this heart
Even today the city fills me with thoughts as ever
I draw them each individually...
Goodbye, to that person who loved me
Yearning for the distant sky
Wavering in these eyes
This ever changing street, overflowed with a sigh...
Okay, so the reason why I chose this song is that, my day today had somewhere wrong along the line. Everything was messed up. So, right now I'm kind of down...
Monday, 11 April 2011
Day 5 – What makes you different from everyone else?
Hmm....this is hard.. Is this a question from an interviewer of a company or what? Asking how am I different from others. Okay, if it is communication skill, I cannot talk well with strangers. If I were at an interview, I'll surely get nervous until I cannot speak at all. *okay, that is bad...how are you gonna get a job?!* I'll manage...really.
And, I have stage fright... Erm, not a very good idea if you ask me to go for a public speaking competition. I'll faint! Haha....! ha..ha...ha...*This is depressing..* In the nut shell, I cannot speak in the public or with stranger.
So, the only thing I'm good at is writing! When I was in high school, I was always score in my essay *in my mother tongue, of course. If it is in English, there were so many grammar error, haha!* And I can write a poem also. But, not as in the level of Shakespeare though. A beginner. So, I think, that's it. The thing that can makes me different from everyone else.
Oh, here's the poem that I wrote recently.
Do You Know
Do you know?
Although you and I are far apart,
I pray for we could be together,
Although I could not see you again,
I wish for a connection between us.
Do you know?
Although you and I are far apart,
I wish you will remember of me,
Although I could not see you again,
I hope that you would notice me when you saw me again.
Do you know?
Although you and I are far apart,
Thinking of you made my day,
Although I could not see you again,
I hope you will think of me too.
Do you know?
Although you and I are far apart,
I desire a glimpse of you,
Although I could not see you again,
I still remember the sunshine in your smile.
Do you know?
Although you and I are far apart,
We still live under the same blue sky,
Although I could not see you again,
I wish for you to be by my side.
Do you know?
Although you and I are far apart,
I know you already have someone else in your heart,
Although I could not see you again,
My feeling towards you will be the same forever.
Anyways, thanks for reading my'low level' poem with so many grammar error :)
And, I have stage fright... Erm, not a very good idea if you ask me to go for a public speaking competition. I'll faint! Haha....! ha..ha...ha...*This is depressing..* In the nut shell, I cannot speak in the public or with stranger.
So, the only thing I'm good at is writing! When I was in high school, I was always score in my essay *in my mother tongue, of course. If it is in English, there were so many grammar error, haha!* And I can write a poem also. But, not as in the level of Shakespeare though. A beginner. So, I think, that's it. The thing that can makes me different from everyone else.
Oh, here's the poem that I wrote recently.
Do You Know
Do you know?
Although you and I are far apart,
I pray for we could be together,
Although I could not see you again,
I wish for a connection between us.
Do you know?
Although you and I are far apart,
I wish you will remember of me,
Although I could not see you again,
I hope that you would notice me when you saw me again.
Do you know?
Although you and I are far apart,
Thinking of you made my day,
Although I could not see you again,
I hope you will think of me too.
Do you know?
Although you and I are far apart,
I desire a glimpse of you,
Although I could not see you again,
I still remember the sunshine in your smile.
Do you know?
Although you and I are far apart,
We still live under the same blue sky,
Although I could not see you again,
I wish for you to be by my side.
Do you know?
Although you and I are far apart,
I know you already have someone else in your heart,
Although I could not see you again,
My feeling towards you will be the same forever.
Anyways, thanks for reading my
Sunday, 10 April 2011
Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of arts
My favorite piece of arts, eh? Herm....what is it? A painting always has a meaning behind it right? Unfortunately, I can't see the meaning behind it, but I do adore the paintings that can made me said "aww, what a beautiful painting it is". Since there are so many paintings that I love, this is gonna made me think real hard to choose the best one.
So, after browsing my entire collection of paintings, this is the one that I really really love!
I love Tulips very very much!! So, this my favorite among favorite! What's your favorite paintings?
So, after browsing my entire collection of paintings, this is the one that I really really love!
I love Tulips very very much!! So, this my favorite among favorite! What's your favorite paintings?
Saturday, 9 April 2011
Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date after you married.
Okay, to be frank, this is hard! But, I love this question because I want a husband instead of a boyfriend! I don't know how to answer this question specifically, so I came out with a plan. The day has to be special, so how to start the day also has to be special.
1. After my husband and I woke up in the morning, my husband will specially make a breakfast for us and we eat it in our bed *has to buy a mini table for this which can be put on our bed*.
2. After the breakfast, we will head to the forest, in the hill or the mountain where the nature are and of course a river! Then we will catch some fish!*I wish to do it bare handed*
3. Then we will walk until we find a cliff, where the wind will blow gently and where there are flowerbeds full of beautiful flowers laying in front of us.
4. Then, we will laying down on the flowerbed and stare into the blue sky and he will sing a song for me~~
5. After that, we will go back to where our campsite is and we will start cooking together using firewoods and do barbecue! *like a summer camp, hehe*
6. After we have eaten, we will sit back to back by the campfire and we will start gazing at the night sky.
7. After that, while I still gazing at the sky, he will play the guitar of my favorite song~~! *and he has to sing in Japanese! -- scroll down to day 1*
8. Then, we will sleep and pack everything in the next day and go home.
p/s: I'm not referring to the forest, river, and flowerbed in my own country because you hardly find a place like these. So, the idea I'm thinking off is a place somewhere around the world.
Okay, that is how my date will be with my future husband in the future! So, how do you want your first date to be? Let's start planning!
1. After my husband and I woke up in the morning, my husband will specially make a breakfast for us and we eat it in our bed *has to buy a mini table for this which can be put on our bed*.
2. After the breakfast, we will head to the forest, in the hill or the mountain where the nature are and of course a river! Then we will catch some fish!*I wish to do it bare handed*
3. Then we will walk until we find a cliff, where the wind will blow gently and where there are flowerbeds full of beautiful flowers laying in front of us.
4. Then, we will laying down on the flowerbed and stare into the blue sky and he will sing a song for me~~
5. After that, we will go back to where our campsite is and we will start cooking together using firewoods and do barbecue! *like a summer camp, hehe*
6. After we have eaten, we will sit back to back by the campfire and we will start gazing at the night sky.
7. After that, while I still gazing at the sky, he will play the guitar of my favorite song~~! *and he has to sing in Japanese! -- scroll down to day 1*
8. Then, we will sleep and pack everything in the next day and go home.
p/s: I'm not referring to the forest, river, and flowerbed in my own country because you hardly find a place like these. So, the idea I'm thinking off is a place somewhere around the world.
Okay, that is how my date will be with my future husband in the future! So, how do you want your first date to be? Let's start planning!
Friday, 8 April 2011
As The Time Goes By
I think I don't have much time left...only around 1 month to go. The deadly event will be catch up with me later... My exam!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, no...I was checking the schedule just now and the date is 11/5! Okay, right now maybe I'm still doing fine, but as usual, until last minute then I'll start reading those thick textbook!
I hate textbook... If you can't get sleep at night, simple. Here's the one and the only tip. Get your hand on the History textbook and read it! I'm sure 5 minutes later, your saliva will be drooling from your mouth! *sorry to the history books fan,hehe..* For me, all textbook can do the same to me, manage to send me into the dreamworld~~
I hate textbook... If you can't get sleep at night, simple. Here's the one and the only tip. Get your hand on the History textbook and read it! I'm sure 5 minutes later, your saliva will be drooling from your mouth! *sorry to the history books fan,hehe..* For me, all textbook can do the same to me, manage to send me into the dreamworld~~
Share Your Happiness
What would happen when you have some happy things that occurred to you and you kept it by yourself? The excitement will fade! Haha!
If you have happy things happened to you, spread the happiness! Don't keep it in you only. If you don't have anyone to talk to, don't mind! You can create a blog! *Are you promoting this blogspot or what?* Hehe, I was suggesting!
So, when you have created the blog, pour everything in it! You may thing that it makes no different because it's like you are talking with the wall of your room, your computer screen cannot talk back to you. Well, think again, your blog maybe someday being read by somebody else!
Or, you can talk to your pet. Be it a cat, a dog, or even a hamster! You should be able to talk with your pet, right? Well, I used to do it a lot. *please don't say anything, I know* When my cat died, I didn't actually talk with someone else about things that made me happy.
But, since I got into the university, there were times I shared my happiness with my friends! And now I got a blog, of course I will write everything that makes me happy in it! The excitement when you hold it in you and the excitement telling other people about your happiness is totally different!
So, share your happiness!
If you have happy things happened to you, spread the happiness! Don't keep it in you only. If you don't have anyone to talk to, don't mind! You can create a blog! *Are you promoting this blogspot or what?* Hehe, I was suggesting!
So, when you have created the blog, pour everything in it! You may thing that it makes no different because it's like you are talking with the wall of your room, your computer screen cannot talk back to you. Well, think again, your blog maybe someday being read by somebody else!
Or, you can talk to your pet. Be it a cat, a dog, or even a hamster! You should be able to talk with your pet, right? Well, I used to do it a lot. *please don't say anything, I know* When my cat died, I didn't actually talk with someone else about things that made me happy.
But, since I got into the university, there were times I shared my happiness with my friends! And now I got a blog, of course I will write everything that makes me happy in it! The excitement when you hold it in you and the excitement telling other people about your happiness is totally different!
So, share your happiness!
Day 2 — Your favorite anime
The second challenge! Okay, I think I need help. I have so many favorite anime!
*sorry that I'm an anime fan, huhu!*
There are so many anime that I watched over and over again without getting bored by it. I couldn't choose which one is the best, but these three anime that will be my favorite for the rest of my life!
So, the first one! Cardcaptor Sakura! I love Sakura and Syaoran! Please don't ask me for a review. If not, there would be at least ten different posts just talking about this cute little love birds and not to mention the story line!
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Okay, the second favorite anime! Lovely Complex!!!! I love Ootani Atsushi very very much!!! Ootani and Koizumi are the stupidest couple ever, but they are also the sweetest couple ever!!!
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The third would be Skip Beat!!! For the most laughable anime after Lovely Complex! Two thumbs up for Mogami Kyoko and Tsuruga Ren!!! The manga hasn't finished yet so I couldn't say whether Kyoko and Ren would be a couple or not, but I hope they would! And if they would, they would be the best adult couple!!! *haha, though Kyoko is not considered as an adult since she is a minor*
So people, if you are also an anime fan, go watch these anime at once!! I recommend these to you! But, if you are not, try and watch it, maybe you would take a liking into it!
*sorry that I'm an anime fan, huhu!*
There are so many anime that I watched over and over again without getting bored by it. I couldn't choose which one is the best, but these three anime that will be my favorite for the rest of my life!
So, the first one! Cardcaptor Sakura! I love Sakura and Syaoran! Please don't ask me for a review. If not, there would be at least ten different posts just talking about this cute little love birds and not to mention the story line!
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Okay, the second favorite anime! Lovely Complex!!!! I love Ootani Atsushi very very much!!! Ootani and Koizumi are the stupidest couple ever, but they are also the sweetest couple ever!!!
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The third would be Skip Beat!!! For the most laughable anime after Lovely Complex! Two thumbs up for Mogami Kyoko and Tsuruga Ren!!! The manga hasn't finished yet so I couldn't say whether Kyoko and Ren would be a couple or not, but I hope they would! And if they would, they would be the best adult couple!!! *haha, though Kyoko is not considered as an adult since she is a minor*
Thursday, 7 April 2011
Day 1 — Your favorite song
Okay, first challenge. My favorite song would be Tooi Kono Machi de by Kaiya Naomi! It's the ending song for Cardcaptor Sakura The Movie 1. I love how the words took me in its life!
Tooi kono Machi de (It's My Life) by Kaiya Naomi
That song I loved... Daisuki datta ano uta...
In the old tape... Furui teepu no naka...
Small scratches, a faded title... Chiisana kizu, iroaseta...
Blurred sunrise. Nijinda yoake.
And then today will come again... Soshite mata kyou go kuru...
Bring summer's breeze. Natsu no kaze wo tsurete.
In a corner of days becoming familiar... Nare teyuku hibi no katasumi de...
I suddenly meet loneliness. Futo kodoku ni deau.
I will not forget the speed... Jitensha de dokomademo...
So fast, it plows through the wind... Kaze wo keru hayasa...
On a bicycle to anywhere. Wasurenai.
La la la la, let's sing... La la la la, utaou...
Looking up at the sky. Sora wo miagete.
La la la la, it's my life... La la la la, it's my life...
Let's keep walking. Aruite yukou.
Going forward with my power... Watashi no chiara de susumu...
On this endless road. Hateshinai kono michi wo.
Countless crosswalks... Ikutsumo no kousaten...
I always get lost, but... Itsumo mayou kedo...
Being pushed along or left behind... Nagasaretari oikosaretari shite...
And I am living in the present. Ima wo ikiteru.
I will not forget facing a task... Butsukaru koto, mitomeru koto...
Or facing up to the facts... Otona ni nattemo...
Even when I am grown. Wasurenai.
La la la la, let's sing... La la la la, utaou...
Looking up at the sky. Sora wo miagete.
La la la la, it's my life... La la la la, it's my life...
Let's keep walking. Aruite yukou.
It belongs to me alone, so... Watashi dake no mono dakara...
I can have confidence, right? Jishin motte ii yo ne?
In the city of my birth... Umareta machi de...
I have had many dreams... yume mite kita...
With every frustration, I remember... Kujikeru tabi ni omoidasu...
That just like that song says... Ano uta no youni
What I can do now... ima dekiru koto wa...
Is to step forward, if only a little. Sukoshi demo maeni fumidasu koto.
La la la la, let's sing... La la la la, utaou...
Looking up at the sky. Sora wo miagete.
La la la la, it's my life... La la la la, it's my life...
Let's keep walking. Aruite yukou.
La la la la, let's sing... La la la la, utaou...
Looking up at the sky. Sora wo miagete.
La la la la, it's my life... La la la la, it's my life...
Let's keep walking. Aruite yukou.
Going forward with my power... Watashi no chikara de susumu...
On this endless road. Hateshinai kono michi wo.
Tooi kono Machi de (It's My Life) by Kaiya Naomi
That song I loved... Daisuki datta ano uta...
In the old tape... Furui teepu no naka...
Small scratches, a faded title... Chiisana kizu, iroaseta...
Blurred sunrise. Nijinda yoake.
And then today will come again... Soshite mata kyou go kuru...
Bring summer's breeze. Natsu no kaze wo tsurete.
In a corner of days becoming familiar... Nare teyuku hibi no katasumi de...
I suddenly meet loneliness. Futo kodoku ni deau.
I will not forget the speed... Jitensha de dokomademo...
So fast, it plows through the wind... Kaze wo keru hayasa...
On a bicycle to anywhere. Wasurenai.
La la la la, let's sing... La la la la, utaou...
Looking up at the sky. Sora wo miagete.
La la la la, it's my life... La la la la, it's my life...
Let's keep walking. Aruite yukou.
Going forward with my power... Watashi no chiara de susumu...
On this endless road. Hateshinai kono michi wo.
Countless crosswalks... Ikutsumo no kousaten...
I always get lost, but... Itsumo mayou kedo...
Being pushed along or left behind... Nagasaretari oikosaretari shite...
And I am living in the present. Ima wo ikiteru.
I will not forget facing a task... Butsukaru koto, mitomeru koto...
Or facing up to the facts... Otona ni nattemo...
Even when I am grown. Wasurenai.
La la la la, let's sing... La la la la, utaou...
Looking up at the sky. Sora wo miagete.
La la la la, it's my life... La la la la, it's my life...
Let's keep walking. Aruite yukou.
It belongs to me alone, so... Watashi dake no mono dakara...
I can have confidence, right? Jishin motte ii yo ne?
In the city of my birth... Umareta machi de...
I have had many dreams... yume mite kita...
With every frustration, I remember... Kujikeru tabi ni omoidasu...
That just like that song says... Ano uta no youni
What I can do now... ima dekiru koto wa...
Is to step forward, if only a little. Sukoshi demo maeni fumidasu koto.
La la la la, let's sing... La la la la, utaou...
Looking up at the sky. Sora wo miagete.
La la la la, it's my life... La la la la, it's my life...
Let's keep walking. Aruite yukou.
La la la la, let's sing... La la la la, utaou...
Looking up at the sky. Sora wo miagete.
La la la la, it's my life... La la la la, it's my life...
Let's keep walking. Aruite yukou.
Going forward with my power... Watashi no chikara de susumu...
On this endless road. Hateshinai kono michi wo.
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